sugar shock

oy I'm in berlin with my vegan friends and they took me to a bakery and well, when in berlin... so i indulged in vegan cherry pie with vegan whipped cream, vegan chocolates, vegan yoghurt, vegan cheesecake- so basically a whole lotta soy and sugar ugh. i'm like a fart machine with a steel colon. because i've been SO light, like on blended and juice and nori wrapped around vegetables and now this onslaught. ouch. it hurts. i tried to answer the craving worksheet, like what did i really want? and the answer was: vegan cherry pie with vegan whipped cream, vegan chocolates, vegan yoghurt, vegan cheesecake! No emotional response required. It was pure indulgence, pure enjoyment. I guess when you boil it down (Ok, Ok) it's that I wanted love and excitement and sweetness? No but really I missed all those yummy things, it's been SO long. and now the mission is- love my body no matter what. do not go into I FEEL FAT. Tomorrow is a new day and I can easily stay light. I have to stay light. I have been feeling (and lookin like) a million bucks so I MUST return to my light anti candida ways. Pray for me ya'all.