Sunday, October 5, 2008

It is really going in the good direction

So here i am thinking about what i should say. Trying to pick my word so i do not say too much but enough so i am being understood. Why? It is just a protection thing that i got since i am very small, just to make sure that no one will hurt me back with my own sharing or demand. So this is off course what i am working on now. Why would that be store in the liver? because i have always feel like sea sick (really physically) when i needed to speak and paralyzed about talking, not saying the right things. I have overcome a lot by understanding when growing that i could say most and it is ok to say things that no one understand. but still now with the meditation i feel that in my liver, i have stored it all there all the physical pain related to speech and expressing or not being able to say really what i really want to say so deep so profound.
So i have start talking feeling the past couple of days and it really feels liberating.

I just wanted to share so that I do not start again just keeping for myself all that is happening, and also so that you can keep on going with your work, because i like to read about it and it is inspiring me to keep on going even if it is painful at some time.

With much Love to all of you, thank you for being there and being willing to evolve for all that exist and more.

nancy

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